Tuesday, July 22, 2008

ughhhh

i'm so nervous!
i teach five classes tomorrow!
i went in today to get all my teachery materials and it's so overwhelming -
not only teaching five classes in one day
but also keeping straight all the previous teachers' systems.

arghhhhh!!

also, i found out that boy has a gf back home...from my coworker.
in spending around 8+ hours together you'd think he would have mentioned this?
i feel silly because nothing happened but i don't like being played with!
don't touch my back, don't touch my arm, don't sit close to me, don't kiss me on the cheek, don't ask my friend "where'd you find this one?" while grinning big, and don't say "i mean, i know it's only been two times, but i really like spending time with you!" 
and don't don't don't tell me to call you so we can hang out again next weekend since you have to leave to "make some skype calls." like maybe to your GIRL FRIEND!?
i'm cool with being friends with boys!
i really like my boy friends!
but don't make me look like an idiot!
i feel like a fooooool.

now i need to learn two languages -
korean and BOY.
i don't get boys!
boys, what's going on here!?

anyway, it's not that big of a deal.
i just needed a place to let out some of that anxiety/embarassment/upset.

really, things are going pretty good!

6 comments:

Cheryl said...

I'm 52 and i STILL can't talk boy. I think Korean will be easier. Good luck with that one!

Claire said...

haha, right on.

Unknown said...

claire HEY i just read all your posts and you sound like you're having a great time and taking full advantage of everything! can't wait to read more. oh also i added you to my skype so hopefully we can talk soon. have a great time! miss you!

Kristen said...

i think boys should be kept underground at all times and only brought out for breeding purposes.

anyway, sounds like you're having the adventure of a lifetime there in Korea!

i tried adding your skype name but my computer is being a butthead and saying you don't exist. so...i'll just tell you mine. it's kristen_lb. pretty simple, i know. the lb is for long beach.

anyway, good luck with your 5 classes tomorrow! i know you'll rock them all.

Laura said...

oh boyssss, what are we to do with them? i just don't have a clue. sorry to hear about that kid but i'm glad to hear everything else is going great!

William said...

hey now, let's not forget it's the same both ways. girls are no easier to understand for boys.